I am angry.
I am mad.
I am confused.
I am stressed.
I am mentally tired.
I am physically drained.
I am emotionally run down.
I am really wondering what is causing all of this.
I am torn between taking on my dream job or putting on the back burner until I can get my kids health under control.
I am afraid that if I make the wrong decision about to take or not to take the job I may lose out on a friend and the dream job later.
I am afraid if I don't take the job that it could mean we don't have the extra money we are going to need to take care of our youngest needs.
The past few weeks have been rough and while I would love to be up beat and full of life. I just don't have it in me.